Things I should be doing now:
reading Candide
finishing an APEuro outline
Chemistry
Algebra 2
Sleeping

Things I am doing now:
thinking about James
looking for a masquerade mask
thinking about the way his heart beats fast whenever we are alone
thinking about the way that his eyes light up when he smiles
thinking about the way every word in every song I hear reminds me of him
listening to Taylor Swift
thinking about how bad it hurts knowing we will be nothing more than a Highschool Romance
thinking about how I really feel like he is the one
thinking about how badly it will hurt if this does end

Friday night beneath the stars,
in a field behind your yard,
you and I are paintin' pictures in the sky.
And sometimes we don't say a thing;
just listen to the crickets sing.
Everything I need is right here by my side.
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you.