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Wednesday, April 7, 2010

I can't sleep because I'm talking to you, but I can't sleep when I don't talk to you.
I am numb, really. I just tried writing an E, and it looked like one of these things "<" but with a weird indent in the side.
I told somebody that I liked them today. I don't know.
Maybe I do. Maybe I don't. I just wanted them to feel better.
This boy from my French class texted me, telling me he had a dream about me.
I feel so nasty. I don't know. I feel... weird.
Nobody would truly love me if they could see into my brain.
I don't even love me. But it doesn't matter.
I need sleep. I'm tired of stupid girls that treat their boyfriends like shit, and then they have to whine to me about it and tell me how much they hate the girl.

(and hey, Laur, that's not about you. Even though we both know I do detest you. Believe it or not, I have a life other than reading peoples' blogs and bitching about them exercising their freedom of speech about how they feel about somebody.)

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