Am I supposed to listen to you complain and pretend that I give a damn? Because that is how I feel. You constantly whine about everything, saying that life sucks and all of these other pessimistic things. You complain about your girlfriend, and how stupid and jealous she is and blah blah blah. As much as I dislike the way she is always upsetting you, I think I'm starting to feel sorry for her. I wonder what you're like on the phone with her. Mostly though, you jsut go back and forth about some stupid meth head. You try to act like he isn't one, but then you tell me the stupid things he says or how he always asks for money. I don't care if his dad is fucking dying. Everybody is dying. Fuck, I'm dying. You don't see me begging for money that you claim you don't have but always find a way to give to him.

Seriously, I promise. If the first and only things you talk about on the phone next time are how much one of the two people suck, I am just going to hang up. I really don't need you if that's all that you're going to do. I love you, but I know that I can live without you. I broke up with the only person I've ever been IN love with because I wanted to be closer to you. What a joke. You're so weak. I don't care if this upsets you. I don't care if you don't talk to me for days. Stop trying to act like you're so in love with me because you're not, and I'm done feeling like a joke. I don't even know when the last time I got to complain about something that you didn't connect back to you was.