i wish you could give me wings

my name is stephanie elizabeth.
this is not alaska.

I grew up in a small town, but then I moved.

I don't know what I am doing with my life because it has changed so much this year.

I am dependent on people, but I don't really like them that much.

I don't know much about myself, but I know this much.

I am the following things:

canadian,

european,

small,

creative,

challenging,

inquisitive,

eccentric,

bewildered by the way people interact with one another,

confused. completely and utterly confused.

I like the following things:
learning,
reading,
writing,
candles,
baking brownies for people,
chasing people down busy streets,
spinning in circles,
chasing birds,
a boy named edgar who is weird like me but so self-conscious.
james ryan roberts,
knowing what is happening instead of being worried for the worst.