I was typing up a blog right before my birthday. I got to a part where I mentioned I wished Kady would talk to me and wish me happy birthday right at my birthday. Nobody had ever done such a thing before, and I wanted to know what it was like. Right whenever I got done typing the line about her, she called. I felt so amazing. This was the best birthday ever, and it is mostly due to her.
I measured myself to see if I grew any. I'm five feet tall now :] I'm not the shortest kid at my school. I'm actually close to average height for somebody my age.
Flashdance was on. It was like it was just on for my birthday. I didn't watch it, though. I was too preoccupied. I was told a while back I looked like Jennifer Beals if you covered our hair. Jennifer Beals is one of Kady's celebrity crushes. XD
I was able to put some things to rest in my mind. These people I worried about for years are no more than mere fakes. I felt bad whenever I heard of their "deaths". I felt bad for leaving on a bad note. Kady told me she took initiative and checked the obituaries for them. The didn't even exist. Now I can rest easy on my birthdays to come, knowing that i have found solace.
I also had a good New Year. We went to a resort on my birthday, and stayed for a few days. I went ice skating and ziplining, and both were fun. But I felt all dizzy. The waitress at the restaurant we ate at on my birthday put a candle in my créme brulée. :] We listened to a Beatles cover band and some female country band on New Years Eve. I wanted to take peoples' hats, because I wanted one really bad. Eventually some lady dropped her head thing with 2010 on it and a feather. I also caught some beads from these guys on a balcony. I watched drunk people stumble all over. I felt lonely not having Kady with me, but it was okay.
Whenever I got home today my package from Kady was at the door. She sent me flowers on my birthday, and I finally got them. Baby roses. They are gorgeous, and I wonder if I even deserve them.
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Without hope, the us's give up - I know you cannot live on hope alone, but without it, life is not worth living. So you, and you, and you... You gotta give em' hope... you gotta give em' hope. -Harvey Milk, Milk(2008)
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