Sunshine, I'd really like to tell you

I got back from my vacation a day early, because I forgot something about life: Things change, and sometimes you get so caught up in memories that you remember things that were never real in the first place. Orlando was crowded, because we forgot I used to have an earlier vacation, and so there were a lot of people and I couldn't handle the long lines. Oh well. My mom wasn't having fun, and it just really killed my mood the whole time. My parents kept fighting. I missed my friends and my special California Boy. I couldn't even remember any dreams.

I am going to try writing a lot over the next few days I have until school. I just need to finish my homework, which won't be too difficult. It's actually a really light load. I have to finish two and a half sections of an outline, write a minimal page long essay on social and economic changes in europe between so many centuries, and finish a chart packet of the european wars up to world war two, and I'm already at the crimean so it won't be much longer. After next week we will be done with outlines, and then in May we will have our exam. I am hoping for at least a three, that way I can get college credit. I didn't do too well on the first AP exam I took last year because we weren't really taught much for the test because our teacher took maternity leave for the last few months.

I'm about to go watch the Squid and the Whale on the Sundance channel. I'm going to get my mom to find this hotplate that melts those little candle things that you just melt instead of with a wick. I've burned my candles beyond their life expectancy, and now they're just wax, but they're too expensive to throw away.